Throwing myself into art seems to be (so far) an excellent way of coping with the fact that within the space of a few months I lost my home, my dog and my boyfriend.
That said though, it's really lovely living back home with my family. I tried to keep things civil with Ten, kept the lines of communication open... but then I got sick of hearing a lot of self justifications for mean behavior... rather than maybe an apology or some kind of sign that he's sad we broke up... so I'm trying to take a break from talking to or hearing anything about Ten. People still tell me that he's out partying all weekend, friends and sister, but I've taken his number from my phone so I don't text him pathetically and have minimised his updates on facebook.
I'm getting back to happy and realising that sometimes people don't live up to the ideal we have built up of them. Sometimes boys do not act like gentlemen. Sometimes dreamers wake up and make a change for the better.
2 comments:
You are going to be okay Emmeline. You really are.
Cut him lose so that you don't torture yourself over him.
Love Renee xoxo
I always bounce back eventually ;)
I've asked him to be around at the office next sunday so I can get as much of my stuff out of his place as possible. Need to cut the cord, you're right. So hard not to stew and torture myself though. Trying to ween myself off it ;)
Love and hugs,
Emmeline
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